Cold weather in cancun☃?

"WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?"

I have NO freaking idea... In this moment.

Well in the next 15 minutes I will put a big huge sweater one of my best friends once wore, because yeah the weather in cancun is COLD :) 

Projects, school, and my mom are taking all of my time away from me.

Remember the "when nothing seems to be going right go left" thing? It is just not working.

I wanted to go study to boston, but guess what... It has now become nothing more than a dream.

I have no idea what I want to become when I become older, I don't know who I will be.

Im scared... all of my "friends" already know exactly who they are and who they will become.

I sincerely have NO IDEA.

I love to write it really gives me a feeling of freedom.

All I have learned from this situation is that everyone has their "up's and down's".

So really and truly I say to you I will not smile at the camera anymore.

STOP SMILING FOR THE CAMERA

Hello :)

Hey! Its 11:35 and I am really not tiered... I actually have a LOT of school projects to finish but, I am planning on not doing ANYTHING at all because I wanna write in my cute blog jijiji Cool huh?
Im actually chillin' eating little pieces of the huge pink orange which I can't even recall its name. -.-
Well now I shall talk about my day.
A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED 2DAY! buuuut lets go in order :)
-I realized that the 1 PERFECT hot looking "sweet"and not stupid guy in the world is actually A BIG STUPID JERK.
-The great big stupid jerk will stay in my life because we are in the same stupid classroom GREAT...
-Sweet guy #1 is really sweet & Sweet guy #2 is really romantic one of his friends is in my school and is always talking about what a good guy he is, HAH at least there is 1 good friend in this world!
-Today I took modeling lessons! HOW COOL IS THAT! yeah I guess that is like one of the most remarkable things in my life at the moment lol well my teacher was a finalist in miss mexico she is Olga Ancona and she scares the hell out of me lol but in some weird aspect she is interesting. But going back to the class thing it went quite well :) I feel very confident on the runway.
-I have a serious issue with burlesque (the song) by Christina Aguilera I FREAKING LOVE THAT SONG! 
-At this precise moment I feel guilty because I am not doing my projects lol


HAPPY 29th of november -.- I am still awake and not planning on going to sleep... one of my friends is also up and actually Im really glad he is :) he is sweet guy #1 but shhh don't tell him lol 
hey I officially have 5 hours to sleep so I recommend myself to go to hit the sack 
BRB literally, I will in a couple of hours :) byeee LOVE YOU BTW tomorrow ill drink like A LOOOOT OF COFFE...
*brb=be right back btw=by the way

When nothing seems to be going right... GO LEFT! :)

So, now guess what... 
2 of the sweetest guys I know told me they like me, but as you know I am just not looking for someone in this moment. 
Annnyyyway, In this moment Im kind of down. I know that I should be happy because of all the wonderful things I have like my family, my friends and simply just because I am healthy and alive.
But, here is the thing: I want something really bad and in this moment I am realizing that for me that is just a dream, the truth is that for me that is just a dream. And yeah I'll try really hard to be able to reach it but... well looking at where I am standing it is just a dream for me, not an option. I mean as incredible as it may seem about a second ago I was actually thinking it could be possible. But I PROMISE I WILL TRY :)

Going in circles ♥ Originality by me: Nueva palabra a el diccionario (Agregado por Diego Cueva Mota)

Okidokispokimoki I just found out about another cool and usefull word, I hope you like it:
"Schneebly [sh-nee-bull-ee]: *schneeb for short.term used to degrade and/or mock a friend or close companion. ex.)Your friend steals your phone and you exclaim, "(insert friend's name here) you little Schneebly! Give that back!"

me ♥

Annette L. Ruvalcaba Barcenas ♥... I am 14, but I look 16 or at least that is what I have been told. I like traveling , too much.I don't fall in love easily. If I come to fall for someone, he gets stuck in my head. I am very analytic. I like to think of all the possibilities. I like fashion.   I am really positive, all the time. I speak my mind. I laugh, a lot. I am scared of failure, but I try everything. I am a bit too direct when I speak. I am really impulsive sometimes.  I am different, from other girls.

That is me.

-RANDOM-

sgshjfrkrk, sip sgshjfrkrk es lo que siempre escribo cuando:

1)estoy estresada

2)substituto de groseria

3)estar de simple

Quiero escribir algo... pero no se me ocurre nada. 

It is just one of those days where I cant even concentrate...

Ricardo me ama!!!! :) si lo publique Muajajaja

(THOSE ARE ACTUALLY MY FEET) 

COLOR outside THE lines ✎

☜jijijij 

I'll state 10 dreams

To tell you the truth, I have always been scared of dreaming because of the possibility of never attaining them but I just found something out, dreaming IS worth it, because sometimes dreams do come true.


What would it be like to live a life without dreams? Many of us have grown up with different ideas about what it means to have a dream. For some people, their dreams are hopes or wishes, but they don’t really believe they’ll ever achieve them. For others, their dreams are seen as pursuable and possible. You could take two people with exactly the same dream and depending on how they view that dream, one person will take a certain path and the other will choose another direction. One path might cause that dream to become bigger and brighter, while the other might keep the dream at bay like a star in the sky, growing dimmer.


1) A good relationship with God
2)A happy family
3)Being happy
4)Traveling all over the world (PARIS, LONDON, NYC, MILAN)
5) Being able to understand what I want
6)Having a vineyard in Italy with a beautiful house
7)Breaking my record of guys with whom I have danced with in 1 event (current record, 11)
8)Being able to study somewhere far from home
9)Having the person I love besides me forever
10)Being someone IMPORTANT (in some industry, in life)

I admit it ...

Movieees :)

1) Crazy stupid love -2011
2) I hate Valentine's Day -2009
3) Catch me if you can -2002

1)

2)

3)

Fun fact about me :)

When I was a little girl, before I went to bed every night my mom told me a fairytale...about a princess, a prince and a happy ending. Time passed, I grew up and I realized that there were no such things as happy endings.
But it seems to me that a lot of big girls still believe in the "...and they rode off into the sunset and lived happily ever after." Maybe I do want that, the thing is that im just not sure...
For now I have thought about myself as that kind of girl that can be ok and happy with out all the perfect husband and perfect children and a perfect life thing but maybe I would like to believe in a fairytale again.
To find the perfect guy, have the perfect wedding I don't know maybe even have kids :) it dose not sound that bad... I know that it completely goes against all my ideals in this moment but I figured out that at some point of my life I will want that... So why not dream?
For now I refuse to fall in love with the perfect guy, even though he IS PERFECT I just don't want to be forgotten by him... by next summer he will be km away from home and ill just be the average girl who once noticed how perfect he is. Great -.-
Lets look on the bright side, I wont get heart broken if I don't fall for anyone :)
SOOO... I guess ill wait for the right time.

Why not?

Crazy little thing called LOVE -Michael B.

Cool videos :)

WATCH, YOU WILL LIKE THEM ♥

http://vimeo.com/28369427

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_QO8LoGNpc&feature=relmfu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JxfgId3XTs&feature=player_embedded

Something I learned :)

Being happy is about attitude... or circumstances.
2day I saw something that stole a smile from me, Its simple short and nice.


- Smile baby, it looks good on you. - cute right?

Fun fact about me :)

WHEN I AM SAD I GET THE STRANGE NEED TO EAT SUSHI (& COFFE)
Weird huh? Well I even have Irori (japanese restaurant)  as a contact!
Phone: 8923072
1 Yakimeshi
2 Orders of rolls
+4 soy&lemon sauces
A LOT OF WASABI
now THAT makes me happy :)

I wish i always had one of these around

HER♥

She knows she can make you fall into her game,

and that the second she makes you smile you 


practically become hers.

Her games are enchanting and her laughs seductive. 

She knows how to make you want her, she knows how 


you will react to every move, every look, every touch.
 
The moment she is between your arms and you feel on 


top of the world...you lose. 

Its just a game, and she just won.

I'd like to leave to paris... Tonight ☁ ✈ ☁

David C. (Football Politics and girls)

A GUY:


Who dose not  smile, but still no matter how hard he wants to hide it you can still see it is hidden there--->
Who Dreams big and works hard 
He is "that kind of guy" that always gets away with it :)
Davids... I bet someone has already told you: never change, please don't :) 

1/2 naranja?

-¿Y tu media naranja, dónde quedó?

-NO TENGO MEDIAS DE ESE COLOR :)

A guy who writes a poem is as sweet as one that looks one up on the internet

"Tu belleza es incomparable con la luz de la luna y tus ojos son tan brillantes como la luz del sol" -Ab♡Ag

4 años sin Mc Donalds✓

Hace 4 años que no comia una hamburguesa de Mc Donalds,
Por miedo a engordar, Por miedo a ser criticada.
Hace 4 años que no comia una hamburguesa de Mc. Donalds,
Por miedo a ser criticada, no a engordar.
Hace 4 años que no comia una hamburguesa de Mc. Donalds.
Pero hoy, aprendi que no me importa ser criticada
y lo rico que saben las hamburguesas de Mc. Donalds.

Something I learned :)

When you have a problem,

When you cant find a reason,

When you are scared,

When you make a mistake.

---*---

Smile at adversity,

Laugh at destiny,

Take chances,

Enjoy fixing your mistakes.

---*---

You will have less wrinkles,

You will notice maybe it is not the end of the world,

You will become brave,

You will enjoy life.

-Annette RB a cup of coffe will always do the trick♥

COLOR outside THE lines ✎

♥Sometimes Original♥

The ability to think independently and creatively.

9 years

City to city culture to culture i spent 9 years between 2 worlds MEX & US LOVE BOTH

I learned to wait

I learned to advance

I learned that to get to the other side you must persevere, understand, hope ♡

Something I learned :)

Sorry, love is not on the menu anymore, were off season -David F. Ruvalcaba Barcenas

Fernanda es una simple y soy su fan #1 :)

Fer, Fernanda, Mafer O Cacahuate ♥
Ella es una escuincla supercalifragilispicuespiralidosa :) y es una mocosa que me cae bien... ya tu sabes!
Y me trauma con todo lo que dice, asi que me he decidido a ser su fan #1 Okidokimokispoki???

2morrow I'll give out free hugs :) I promise

Right now...

John Mayer is playing "gravity" on my laptop, im hearing the rain fall, and im a bit tiered... 
I really don't wanna go to sleep though :)
coffe will do the trick! (3rd coffe 2day)
11:36 pm november 7th 2011 
My world did noot end today... i thought it would but, no... im still alive, on my couch typing away :)
DAY1:
No boyfriend = end of the world 
No boyfriend = being single :)

any question, GUYS?

SO, do guys deserve a chance? 


-I was talking to one of my best friends... about how i 


am over the fairytale part of love... that its a waist of 


time- 

7:33pm

you are 2 hard on men jajaja

7:34pm

guys dont deserve a chance,

anymore

7:35pm

not even 1?

7:37pm

hahahah i dont know

give me a reason...

a good one

7:41pm

let me think:)

7:41pm

hahaha 

7:55pm

ok what would you say if i fell in ''love'' with a girl, and she was....

Well just, wasn't right one for me, I dump her and hate all girls for that. 

What would you say about me?

8:00pm

id say you're a genius!!! or gay :)

100% My style

TRY IT!

CHERRY MOCHA♥I LOVE IT

Songs I LOVE

MAROON 5
MICHAEL BUBBLE
*FRANK SINATRA
*The Girl From Ipanema-Astrud Gilberto
⇑BEST MUSIC EVER (*=old)
Caraluna-Bacilos
Who you are-Jessie J.
Gravity-John mayer
Cancion para los dias lluviosos-Sin banderas
Irreplaceable-Beyonce
We made you-Eminem
Roll up-Whiz kalifa
Rollacosta-Robin thickel
Soy como quiero ser-Luis miguel
No one gonna love you-Jennifer hudson
Your guardian angel-The red jumpsuit apperatus (dedicated 2 me by one of the nicest guys i know)
Secrets-One republic (dedicated 2 me by a guy a sweet guy)
Hey soul sister-Train (i can't live w/out it)
Lucky-Jazon mraz
Un dia de enero-Shakira
En el 2000-Natalia lafurcade
Who I am-Nick jonas
Verano azul-Juan magan
Girlfriend-Avril lavinge
Minutos-Arjona
Te conozco-Arjona
Dime que no-Arjona
Glamourous-Fergie
Como Odio Amarte-Ha ash
Hate that i love you-Neyo
Love on top-Beyonce
Who Says-John mayer
Guapa-Diego torres
Dynamite-Taio cruz
With you-Chris Brown
Fairytale-Sara bareilles
Gonna Get Over You-Sara bareilles
King of Anything-Sara bareilles
Welcome to st. Tropez-Dj Antoine vs timati feat. kalenna
----etc----

That girl

That girl

I wanna be that typical girl who falls madly and deeply in love with her boy. be with him everyday. love him. care for him. sleep with him without sleeping with him. give him my whole soul, body and mind. trust him. and all those things that girls to for their lovers.

BUT

I also wanna be that girl who is still strong.  an independent girl. who loves herself at the same time. a girl who can still live and function without being with the boy if ever they break up. who will never make the boy ALL her life. who will never be the girl that would talk about her boy CONSTANTLY. who will not put up with the boy’s BS. who will know and realize that “i am a strong beautiful girl who can get any boy i want” when the boy breaks up with her and finds a new girl. I wanna be that girl who will never ever let any boy take me for granted or treat me like crap. I will never ever be a naive girl when it comes to boys, love and relationships. I will try very very hard not to be that kind of girl.

I want to be THAT GIRL.

Saying Goodbye is as hard as saying I was wrong

It is, saying im not in love with you anymore isn't as easy as it seems.

Believe me, i know its hard to explain but if you LEARNED to love someone learn to let go...

If you don't really love that someone in your life say IM SORRY and make them understand.

For me it was really hard, because I really didn't want to lose  a friend, but if he was a friend to me i wasn't going to lie to him... 

LOVE IS PURE, try to keep it that way -Annette LRB

IN n' OUT of a relationship

Don't worry maybe some day a prince charming will come along...

Nueva palabra a el diccionario (Agregado por Diego Cueva Mota)

Okidokispokimoki® :)

-Aprendi esta palabra de un amigo, y es la mejor forma de decir OK.

Speech

GOALS DREAMS & MORE

1. The sky is the limit...
1. One of the biggest lies of the century 
2. So really... IS the sky the limit?
1. When people say to me:  "How do you do so many things?"  I often answer them, without meaning to be cruel:  "How do you do so little?"  It seems to me that people have a vast potential.  Most people can do extraordinary things and they can perssue fine goals but are only able to reach them if they have the confidence or take the risks.  Yet most people don't.  They do nothing and have no meaning in their life, short term goals help to set your long term goals steady but how can you be sure your goals and dreams are really worth it? We CAN reach them but really are we able to take the risk of the changing of are way of thinking in the procces of getting to them. I have learned that if we want something we must perssue it and whether the result is good or bad I am mostly confident that the risk is worth taking and that YOU yes, YOU can do it.
3. My Conclusion comes to be We MUST choose our goals wisely, & perssue them untill the end of the earth...                   IF THE SKY IS  THE LIMIT , WHY ARE THERE MEN WALKING ON THE MOON ?